last week i went for my first interview…in richmond which is not an area i usually hang out in…
i felt like i was in the country or as near as you can get close to london…
the place i had to go to was near petersham nurseries…
i have ALWAYS wanted to go there and sample skye gyngell ‘s treats…
i have ALL her cookbooks…
no excuses now as i know how to get there…
you wander up a dirt path through the woods with signs leading the way…
anyway back to the interview..
it was fun i sat by a roaring log fire waiting for the person who interviewed me..
nothing else so far…
trusting and chanting!!!!
sooooooo much has been happening…..
not only do i need to let go of my obsession i am now having to let go of my job….
nothing like chanting to let go and getting results….
my last day is friday…
and i’ve been feeling fine about it with twinges today as i don’t have anything lined up…
i would say i was in 90% faith..
my boss let me go as he said we didn’t make enough money in december and january and he is replacing me with someone cheaper…
i have an interview thursday so far thats all…
it’s for alot more money…
i chanted before it happened for a job with more money…
i suppose i forgot to add i ‘d like it before i leave…
MUST MUST MUST remember those details next time!!!!!
love is as much an object as an obsession
January 15, 2011
i just got back from my first meeting with my sponsor, i really enjoyed it….
we met for lunch and to go over the first step, i still have more work to do on it….
and just have a chat,
in the course of our work, the man i like came up and she suggested i need to let go,
that it smacked of obsession…
still pointing out that if it’s meant to be it will be….
so i came home and took her advise, just finished chanting to let go and begin to be open and free.
i’m also NOT allowed to chant for him ANYMORE…
i’ve chanted alot for him so i’m alright with that…
only to chant for myself now and things i want…
music etc…
the airport is my runway
January 9, 2011
got home to my british vogue with victoria beckham on the cover….
love the way she dresses now and her fashion range…
she is tres chic!!!!
read the article and have now decided i need to get some gap cashmere sweaters..
i called and there new range comes in a couple of weeks…
went to my sat ur day meet yesterday…
and buddhist meet today which was really good….a lecture and really inspiring..
all about how if you chant for something and don’t get it…it doesn’t mean it won’t manifest…
there is right timing and sometimes patience to be learned..
otherwise i’m relaxing, having baths with candles….
reading jane austen pride and prejudice, which is just is just so riveting..
watching movies and treating myself lovingly!!!
it’s so beautifully arranged on the plate, you know someone’s fingers have been all over it
January 3, 2011
so for new year, i took it easy…..
i was in bed by 10p.m…..
before….. i got my white plate, inexpensive (not my missoni ones)
and drew and wrote all the things i didn’t achieve in 2010, that i would have liked to, on it…
trip to hong kong…
among many other wishes…
then i smashed it into lots of pieces…
the idea is your unblocking it for the new year…
your then meant to have a bath to cleanse but i did it the wrong way round…
bath and prada talc first…
also i threw coins in my door the first time i came in my door…
i left them for 48 hours and will give them away to a homeless person tomorrow…
i just found out today that i have a sponsor and it was on my yearly list of something to get by the end of the year…
i’m so pleased!!!!
it’s my second one…
she’s very cool, an artist, and she said it would be an honour to sponsor me..
how lovely…
were booked for our first meet in two weeks…
sooooooooo excited!!!
alecyss g daroy 
