2010-01-26-faar_madonna_01_h.jpeg

2010-01-26-faar_madonna_01_h.jpeg

on the way to work yesterday i saw damon alban walking in westbourne grove notting hill….

it reminded me about my music……

i rang lawrence (numerologist) when i got home he said he would like me to write music in capital letters somewhere in my apartment…..

he doesn’t want me to look for another job unless its more money and less hours…

he said if someone offers me a job with a huge salary and loads of responsibility i might as well go home and throw my songs in the bin…

music has to be the focus…

copyright my songs before i record them and put then in a special tin with a key because there precious..

today i went to my sat ur day spiritual meet…

i wore the crochet dress that ellis sent me with just a body underneath..

it’s the best look for the dress…

got a few looks on the way there and back but nothing that bothered moi…

meet was good…

met ellen for lunch after and then came home rested and then did some music…

practiced my song i’m recording next week…

i have to do that as much as possible……

preparation…

also did some singing practice…..

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i got my cover letter yesterday for my job and it said i have to wear tops with sleeves…so tops with sleeves it is….

also i’m getting paid less money for the first month…..didn’t know that when i said yes and it annoyed me slightly… more than slightly…

i rang my numerologist…..

i rang a buddhist leader….

i sent ellis an email…

then i made a decision…

i went…. i’m on a month’s trail and that’s for me to see as well as them….

i also booked studio time to record one of my songs for the 9th of august….

i don’t know him..

i found him through ads and had a gut feeling and listened to his stuff and liked it…

chatted to him and have paid for half the studio time already…

never underestimate your intuition!!!!

mine is always right…

i woke early on sunday….chanted then made myself eggs..

tried calling ellis to give him my good new’s no reply but he called my back later not knowing i’d tried to call him…

he was in a taxi on the way to the beach for a two day break…

i also got a lovely email from suzanne congratulating me and mentioning that i didn’t add that my job is local….

something that is a real plus for moi!!!!

i like to be in my manor so to speak..

i got the sundays and chanted for four hours total…

as i missed the day before…

i also rang my numerologist to give him the good new’s and he said it’s just the beginning…

i am getting such an amazing response since i changed my name that i was wondering if i should???

could???? keep looking for something with even MORE  money…

he said no…

instead now concentrate on my music and visualizing recording my song’s..

he said he looks forward to my album!!

o.k. great new’s…….i got the job and start this week and it’s more money than my last job and i love the place…

all good!!!!

very proud of myself!

last few days i’ve been catching up with the girls at cafe’s in between more interviews..

saw marie cybelle who was in town for a week from her beloved paris…

she said she can’t wait to get back there and have a cigarette…

we met at our usual haunt baker and spice…

went to my buddhist group meet later and loved it……

met adelya the next morning before the sat ur day meet…

then after went for organic lemonade with someone i really like and respect from the meet..

she said she had a dream about me the previous night and i had a little girl (baby) with dark hair…

so far that ‘s two people dreaming about me being pregnant…

another friend did a couple of months ago too!

my psychic predicted i would have a little girl with the man i’m very drawn to but not with (yet)

and i also had a dream that he came to meet me with a baby girl that was ours before my physic predicted it…

so time will tell?

g for gains

July 22, 2010

i called suzanne this morning for a belated catch up…

adelya called me on her lunch break just to say…g for gains…..

she is in the process of changing her new name…adelya is one of them and already feels she is gaining…

she just got a fantastic job without even looking for it..

we all have middle initial g…for gains…

she thinks it’s working for me too regarding having to manifest a new job…

all decisions work in your favour…

leave your job only to get a better one..

of course!!!!

went to a spiritual meet last night..

i have been dreaming about the sea, and have been listening to the album by that name by corrinne bailey rae…

it’s so good!!!!

finished another song…

have FINALLY changed my image board and put james paris picture up there  with pictures from the lucian freud exhibition……will add my paris photos later….will finally get then printed..

its so good to see something different when i walk past…

i have also cleaned my coloured champagne flutes that were looking tres dusty in the kitchen and its so nice to walk past them sparkling again…

i think i may have a new job already….

in fact i will go so far to say i’m SURE..

went for the interview monday and i’m going back saturday for another meet…

it’s local…

good money and it’s mine!!!!

so pleased!!!

chanted with nic yesterday we did an hour…

i’m keeping the chanting UP…

yesterday adelya came over and we chanted for an hour together….

before she looked at my latest vogue’s and said i look like  marion cotillard on the cover and the dresses she wears inside where very me…

i’ve been feeling so good…

i watched an esther and jerry hicks video where she say’s only talk about what you want not what you don’t..

no complaining!!! be optimistic …

and by doing that it brings all the good things to you…

i am practicing ALL of the above!!!

molto sexy

July 18, 2010

Dolce And Gabanna Fall 2010 Runway Show

Dolce And Gabanna Fall 2010 Runway Show

i wore my dolce and gabbana top yesterday and it’s gorgeous!!!!

i’m also loving this look and the animal print from the autumn collection…

i have a great polka dot dress that ellis gave me that i’ll wear next week in homage…

Dolce And Gabanna Fall 2010 Runway Show

i like the leopard print top with sleeves and round neck that are in my dolce gabbana catalogue which i’ll put on my image board today…

after the sat ur day meet i had hot chocolate with adelya and olivia a six year old she was babysitting..

they turned up with a small snow white jigsaw which was really cute, after her ballet lesson…

olivia had just returned for paris disneyland and going up the eiffel tower..

which i’ll do next trip..

adelya said how much my chanting is helping…

boy do i know it….

from total fear to trust in one week thanks to my spiritual practice…

i also realize i can’t slack off for a moment..

les dents du bonheur

July 16, 2010

yesterday i went on another interview……my second one sooooooo far…..

terrible money so it was a no i MAY have to say yes but no is what feels right…

for now…

after i went and had a manicure and pedicure and read grazia and hello magazine…

then off to see heartbreaker at the cinema…

it was nice to hear french and i felt like observing vanessa paradis and her gap..

i’ve got one and i’ve heard all the theories..

your lucky…

you’ll be rich…

and there’s a few more..

i enjoyed the movie…some french froth..

after i came home and like a good buddhist chanted for two hours…

james called my miss daroy on our phonecall….

he said he like’s the new name….

it makes him think of a starlet or a cartoon character…