got a text from ellis saying had i seen the new prada show and he thought it was very me…

i had and am still watching it a few times….

even had a dream that i got given free prada that night even enough to give my friends some..

l remember i got a bag in every colour….the little clutches..

got my mix this morning of the song…..

really didn’t like it when i first listened to it…

after i chanted for an hour i liked it more not so critical…

i still think it can be improved alot…..

and would like to improve this..

lesson learnt i should have been at the mix and i will from now on…

i care to much about these songs to not be involved with everything…

so thats my fault…

yesterday saw my sponser and we went over my first step…

she’s brilliant…

so now its on to step two..

i’ve been repotting my plant that i have meant to do for months!!!!!

it’s now so happy in its new and spacious home….

cleaning in spurts….all the things i don’t have the time or energy to do whilst working….

it’s the beginning of my spring clean…

feels really good…

today while i was chanting a red robin flew  and landed by my window…

i’m so into birds and i have a few in my street….

they hang outside my window….

cute little blue tits hanging of the wire…

but this is a first for a robin by my window…

i’m into the whole animal symbology ..

robins are good luck…

new beginnings in all areas of your life…

so i’m taking it as a good omen..!!!!

 

i had the best valentines….. a friend (not romantic) took me out for dinner to a lovely french restaurant…

so much fun!!!!

i sent a valentines card which will get there a day late….

got my timing wrong with the weekend…

oops!!!

i had a second interview that day and i didn’t get it…

so……….

next……..

not upset trusting alot!!!

it ‘s audrey hepburn week so have been watching one of her films  since tuesday…

today funny face…

playing lady gaga’s new song incessantly…….

its on a continues loop…

Just got back from the electric and saw The Tourist…..i wasn’t going to bother seeing it but my mother talked about it last time i called and said how gorgous johnney depp was in it…..

she really likes him as i do….

it was fun and a nice thing to do on a rainy sunday afternoon…

on the way i bumped into my ex’s ex girlfriend….

obviously she was before me….

anyway it’s amazing how time has flown since we broke up…

she now has another child with her new partner who she introduced me too…

i asked after my ex and her’s child because i really liked her…

she is now living with him…

and suprizes of all surprizes…

she said my ex is clean and goes to AA meetings every day…

has for a year…

wow…

my psychic predicted he would stop drinking…

but i don’t think i believed it…

it was something i wanted so much when we were together…

he was very definite about it….

he said by the time he got it together i would be with someone else..

(i’m not with someone else yet)

maybe i’m close???

nice to hear news like that!!!!

For oft, when on my couch i lie

In vacant or in pensive mood,

They flash upon that inward eye

Which is the bliss of solitude

And then my heart with passion fills

And dances with the daffodils……..

William Wordsworth                 (what i’m doing between interviews!)

amanda called me and she has bought a fake chocolate brown birkin bag……

the shop is in chelsea and tatler magazine recommended  it….

i’ve yet to see it…

i would love and adore a birkin bag……but i have a no buy policy re fakes….

if i can’t have the real thing forget it…

i read in an astrology book that one of leo’s dislikes (ladies) is fake designer wear…

too true!!!

i’m chanting alot….doing more yoga….

and applying for lots of jobs!!!

i saw black swan….and i loved it!!!!

at the electric of course!!!

there were a few times i had to peer out from my hands…

the outfits were brilliant….i’ve always loved the ballerina look…

i especially liked natalie portmans scarf looks and the one woolen warmer on one leg..

tre chic!!!!

maybe i could adopt it for my yoga look?????