love is as much an object as an obsession

January 15, 2011

i just got back from my first meeting with my sponsor, i really enjoyed it….

we met for lunch and to go over the first step, i still have more work to do on it….

and just have a chat,

in the course of our work, the man i like came up and she suggested i need to let go,

that it smacked of  obsession…

still pointing out that if it’s meant to be it will be….

so i came home and took her advise, just finished chanting to let go and begin to be open and free.

i’m also NOT allowed to chant for him ANYMORE…

i’ve chanted alot for him so i’m alright with that…

only to chant for myself now and things i want…

music etc…


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